Thursday, September 30, 2004

Colorgenics

My 'friends' encouraged to take the colorgenics personality test:

I am not really sure about the result

The Shadow
Though often quiet on the outside, the Shadow personality is known for having deep-felt convictions and a sense of the importance of life's abstract concepts like love, honor, and duty. The Shadow personality is often the hidden hero; someone who rushes in when needed and then after the emergency is over fades back into the woodwork, neither eager for attention or reward. Because of this sense of duty and honor, the Shadow personality can also on occasion be rather rigid in its viewpoint and unyielding in the face of other ways of thinking.

Usually cynical and rarely immediately trusting of others, the Shadow personality is one that maintains a small set of intimate friends. These bonds are stronger than most and once you have won the friendship of a Shadow personality you know that you are a friend for life.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

tests

Funny how tests could be designed or i find the results funny:

when i omit the spaces on marion du coudray this is the result:

PARENTAL
ADVISORY
MARIONDUCOUDRAY CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com

but when i keep the spaces:

LOOK OUT!
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marion du coudray is a radioactive squirrel!!

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com


and when i use the correct way of writing it:
THIS WAY UP
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Marion du Coudray has fragile contents which may break!

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com


and frankly, they could be applicable (yes, even the radioactive squirrel thing.

i could be fragile, i could contain #$@% and i'm NOT normal. HA!

The University of Blogging

Presents to
Marion du Coudray

An Honorary
Bachelor of
Non Sequiturs

Majoring in
Psychotic Ranting
Signed
Dr. GoQuiz.com
®

Username:


Blogging Degree
From Go-Quiz.com

hehe degrees

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

More Quizzes (i can't thinkof anything to write!)

purplehair
Your anime hair color is purple.

What is your anime hair color?
brought to you by Quizilla


HASH(0x8ae37f8)
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla


even
Evanescence- with Amy lee's wonderful voice and
great music


^^Who is your ultimate Rock Band?^^(pics+new results)
brought to you by Quizilla


warrior
Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also
knows as Warrior Angels, because they are the
army of God. Not always meaning that they are
in war, simply that their job is to protect
unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil
demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly
with humans, but they will watch over them all
the time. Humans say that when a miracle
happens, thank your guradien angel.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla


Phoenix
You are Feng-huang!

Mythological Background: The phoenix is the highest
and most revered force in the skies. It's
associated with power and prosperity, because
it is the king of all birds. Mars brings about
intense love, passion, and even aggression. It
is given the best traits of all beasts - its
different parts come from different animals.
The five mystical colours in its plume are
black, white, red, green and yellow. The
Phoenix is a very auspicious aspect in Chinese
mythological culture; and its symbol is used
only with royalty. Japanese Name: Suzaku

Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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Spike.


Who's your male Buffy soul mate?
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...okay.. these are enough.. ^_^

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Quizzes Galore (brought to you by Quizilla!)







fdjfgj
You're a "Black Angel" which means your
an Angel of Death. You don't really care much
about people since no one was particularly nice
to you and now you want revenge for their
cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to
be with other people and you love to cause
trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't
have something that could cheer you up like
most people. You don't find joy in people or
the arts or any item or some sort. You have
darker desires and you're very secretive. (If
you cannot see the picture, go to my homepage
and scroll down near the bottom. I have the
results from all my quizess that have pics)

What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla




Smooth and dark, you are potent and bitchy yet seductive and irresistible
Congratulations! You're a black velvet!

What Drink Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla<---hmmm



xfh
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.

What season are you? (pics)

brought to you by Quizilla<--ahh winter. my fave season



Everyone thinks he's a bad person, that he has no heart and that he couldn't love or ever be loved. Well, you just proved those ignorants wrong. This dude would go thirty times around%2
Everyone thinks he's a bad person, that he has no
heart and that he couldn't love or ever be
loved. Well, you just proved those ignorants
wrong. This dude would go thirty times around
the earth if you would ask him to. A person who
threatens you must really have a death wish.

What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
brought to you by Quizilla<--evil boyfriend!!! wahaha! i don't want to have one!!




You Are a Peppermint CappuccinoYou're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.

However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.

You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please



What Kind Of Coffee Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
<---wahahahahaha! girly? wahahahaha!



ex v
You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and
look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla<-- Vampy!!




You represent... angst.
You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla<---^_^




Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla<--weird


HASH(0x8cc3f38)
You have Blue Wings! You are artistic and highly
creative. Others are amazed by your imaginative
ideas, and the way you speak so smoothly. You
are very social, but you like talking
face-to-face, instead of the phone. You love
dancing, Writing, acting, drawing, singing,
anything that requires artistic style. You have
many friends, and are popular because of your
unique style. Though your jokes crack up
everyone around you, you often daydream about
many different things, lost in your own world.
Even though, you are optimistic, and remain
friendly and loved by others in reality, you
always like to visit your fantasy world for
some peace from the hectic world.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
brought to you by Quizilla<--teehee!



sfdtdjf
You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner
loner who is very creative but never show your
work to anyone. You may smile a little but
sadness or loneliness surround you and other
can feel it when they're near you. You have a
dark or unusual beauty that makes you
mysterious and you probably have a lot of
secrets that you've never told anyone. You're
beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real
thing that makes you special is your eyes.
Something in them makes them like Diamonds in
the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see
the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can
see your result picture at the bottom)

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla<--awww!



gambit
You are Gambit!
You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.

Which X-Men character are you most like?
brought to you by Quizilla<--i wuv GAMBIT!




Hero
You're A Hero!
You live to save the world! You are honest, true,
and always victorious! You may not always get
the girls/boys, but all you really want to do
is battle the bad guys.

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla<-- KENSHIN!!



MoonGoddess
Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Schroeder
You are Schroeder!

Which Peanuts Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla<---peeeeeeeeeanuts!



ang
You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.
"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."


Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally
honest.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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...i have nothing to do ^_^


Monday, September 13, 2004

My Angst Against the Society

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i don't know how to say it...
need i describe...
i am pissed off...





Friday, September 10, 2004

Santa Monica


In Santa Monica, in the winter time
The lazy streets so undemanding
I walk into the crowd

In Santa Monica, you get your coffee from
The coolest places on the promenade
Where people dress just so

Beauty so unavoidable
Everywhere you turn, it's there
I sit and wonder what am I doing here?

But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a supermodel or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?

In Santa Monica, all the people got modern names
Like Jake or Mandy
And modern bodies too

In Santa Monica, on the boulevard
You'll have to dodge those in-line skaters
Or they'll knock you down

I never felt so lonely
Never felt so out of place
I never wanted something more than this

But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a supermodel or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference

On the telephone line, I am any height
I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?


This is my new favorite song...


Sunday, September 05, 2004

ME! me! mE!

I wish i had warned you earlier!
Whether I like it or not, or even whether you like it or not... this me...

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Very High
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


BE AFRAID.. BE VERY VERY AFRAID!

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

a poem

dated 29 May 2004

Window

white dots
in a blanket of black
orange spots
alongside that
unaware of the forms
barred by the shadow
just flashes of light
in a dark unknown
uncertain of where we are
or what could these be
i know i'm unsure of what i see
yet these images make me lonely