How Toxic Is Toxic?
hmmm... how toxic is toxic...
when you have an Machine Problems and Projects in your 3 major subjects plus exams on GE subjects plus more departmental exams on the major subjects and someone else's paper to finish(because you just have to)... that is NOT toxic...
it just sound toxic because i don't know how to manage my time. i was too busy doing other stuff neglecting other stuff which should be done instead...
Well, how can i not be so D*** busy if every two days some MORE work will be added to my pile... and you say i can't manage my time..
THINK... i just sleep 2-4 hours a day... i have 7am to 7pm classes... my professors are sadists, thnking that since we are Computer Science Majors we are good at math... and i have a course where people should be supergeniuses to cope or to be College Scholars or they have to be frickin' aliens to be University Scholars... The thing is.. if i don't sleep at night or early mornings i will have no sleep at all... i suffer from hyperacidity due to stress and irregular eating habits... then someone would just give some S****Y comments on how should i live my live...
well lemme tell you something, you can't even finish your mess, why try to give your opinion to something you are not really good at...
anyway, aside from my crappy academics... i still have choir practices for the cantata.. (and i still have to fit in my gown~ ah the pains of being obese[aside from the DISCRIMINATION of those who think that they are drop dead gorgeous])
do you think i am happy this way? being teased and taunted with the thing i am most definitely not pleased about myself.. don't add my LOW self esteem.. don't add my self torture.. i know that physical appearance doesn't really matter... but those looks and words hurt more that a thousand daggers or knives.
hah! enough of this... before i turn warshock and start stabbing other people with my knife<---[uh, puh-leaze!]
