Wednesday, August 29, 2007

~Dare~

decisions.. decisions

another way out finding more about oneself is by analyzing the decisions that person makes.

the past weekend has been crazier (i guess) than the usual becuse i decided to let it be the i wanted it to be. i got sick and tired of boredom and monotony haunting my life. with that in mind, i jumped to decisions that can be risky just because i want to see how it would end up.

so, how crazy did my weeked get?

friday, i skipped afternoon classes to go to a comic creation seminar. i headed to Megamall, alone on a school day without anybody from my family knowing it. well, since i posted this in my blog, my sister will know it... (please do keep this a secret)

armed with an alibi- we were finishing decorations for the school's acquaintance party - i went home a bit late. luckily, they did not ask where i've been or why was i late? that prevented me from lying... ha!

the next day, i went there again. when i arrived the poetry performance has already stated and after that Sing India, Drum Connection, Juana, Julliane, the Dorques and Ducklings performed. (i don't think this is in right order) There was also a Body Art Fashion Show and the Cosplay/Anime Fashion show.... and yeah drinks were free... (water and gin mixed with soda or juice) I was a bit bored at first. but after a while i felt happy even if i am alone. i didn't get to see the other performers since i have to leave. dasma, cavite is far. I have to catch a bus...

as for the sunday.... well, wait for the next entry.. that is the crazy part..

I was in the mental facility until @ 3:51 PM
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Transformed!

Many friends are surpised to see the ictures in m Friendster Account.

I am trying to rip off all the really gloomy and punk costume and be someone who I really am. Of course, I still like some gothic and some punk music, but that is just a part of eclectic taste. Honestly, leaving the univ to be with my family has really been helpful. I am starting to answer man of my life's uncertainties. I am starting to know myself more. I am no longer as confused as before.

I discovered that I must focus on my talent in visual art, first. I was juggling over visual art, literture and theater. After a year, I have improved my visual art skills and talent, I haven't touched my novels, and dreams of being in the theater has slowly decreased.

I also returned to my original self - the childish, anime and j-culture fan... I am no rakista. I just appreciate songs and artists. I am not the goody goody girl. No one has ever thought of me as such. My temper is... ^_^ hehe scary? I am no tomboy. I could be friendly with the XY's but my way of life is really different from them.

This is me - a closet kikay, a j-culture fanatic, a book and music lover, a geek... an artist. I will not be someone just because the world wants me to be like that. I am me. No one can change that.

I was in the mental facility until @ 2:38 PM
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